It would sure be nice if it did, would be reassuring to think, "If only I lived forever, I would learn all things."
The more accurate statement, it seems to me, is "If I lived forever, I COULD learn all things."
In my experience, the people who are open to learning new things will learn in however long or short a time, while those who are closed to new perspective knowledge skill would stay more or less as ignorant a thousand years down the road as they are now.
A recent posting over on DreamReweaver talks about a recent aha discovery that I am of two - or more - minds. I can respond to that new awareness in several ways - accept it as an interesting new insight & let it go at that; welcome it as a fresh perspective into how my mind apparently malfunctions & find out more about ways to make it focus more effectively; or I can accept it, use it as a spur to find out the possible whys & wherefores behind such a scatty way of processing, then taking actions to CHANGE my reading patterns so I am attentitve to what I am reading, not operating on different levels at the same time.
Am I open to learning during the time I have in this epoch of my life? Do I limit how much I can learn by how much I am willing to act on my discoveries? Am I content to appreciate the new awareness without moving forward to transform it into new appreciation & habit?
It would be nice if having all the time in the world really did make us wiser, more effective-at-living beings - like the evolution of Bill Murray's character in Groundhog Day - but t'ain't necessarily so. We can be up there in years & gaining wisdom, or we can be as limited as we were in our most vibrant years.
Not sure this is an insight that I could have tumbled to earlier in my life. Age gives the ability to see dots connecting into pictures, to see old pictures in new ways. I don't want forever to learn everything, but am sure grateful for my here & now to learn new things, particularly (in this particular moment in time) how to focus my attention so my attention isn't divided when I read.
Will keep you informed of my progress!
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